Gary Heffern, the singer for pioneering San Diego punk band the Penetrators, whose music inspired a young Eddie Vedder, has died at 72.
Heffern was found dead at his home in Rovaniemi, Finland, on October 18, just days after the Penetrators were inducted into the San Diego Music Hall of Fame on October 15. He had hoped to attend the ceremony but was unable to travel because of health issues, including complications from Type 2 diabetes. A cause of death has not been announced.
As frontman for the Penetrators from 1978 to 1984, Heffern helped establish San Diego’s early punk scene. The band built a devoted following through its energetic live shows, shared stages with the Ramones and the B-52’s, and became one of the city’s leading independent acts. At their peak, the Penetrators sold out Golden Hall, a roughly 3,000-capacity venue in downtown San Diego.
“They became the top dogs in San Diego around 1980 or ’81,” longtime San Diego DJ Jim McInnes said while inducting the band into the Hall of Fame. “They were so hot, they were able to sell out Golden Hall.”
Heffern’s influence reached well beyond San Diego. Members of U2 were among those inspired by the Penetrators, as was Vedder, who attended a performance by the band at San Dieguito High School as a teenager. Years later, the two musicians met through a mutual friend. When Heffern mentioned his former band, Vedder immediately recognized the name.
“You guys played at my high school!” the future Pearl Jam singer exclaimed.
The pair subsequently worked together on Heffern’s 1995 solo album, Painful Days. Vedder contributed vocals to the record’s closing track, a cover of Leonard Cohen’s “Passing Through,” under the pseudonym Wes C. Addle.
The Penetrators’ impact on San Diego’s music community endured for decades. “Gary and the Penetrators were the ground zero of the punk scene here and he was able to convert a lot of people,” said Raul Sandelin, a Grossmont College professor who directed the 2019 documentary Gary Heffern’s Last Waltz. “He was a sweet, sensitive guy.”
Heffern moved to Seattle in 1984, where he began a new chapter as a singer-songwriter and guitarist. His solo recordings attracted a notable circle of admirers and collaborators, including R.E.M.’s Peter Buck and Los Lobos’ Steve Berlin. He also performed with jazz guitarist Bill Frisell and befriended Chris Cornell, then a fellow employee at a Seattle-area seafood restaurant.
His 1990 solo album, Bald Tires in the Rain, opened with “Letter to San Diego,” a song that seemed to reflect his complicated relationship with the city he had left behind. He continued recording throughout the 1990s and 2000s, releasing Askew in 1993 and Consolation in 2008. His 2011 album, Gary Heffern & Beautiful People, was a collaboration with Finnish musicians. In 2014, he self-published Unholy Dreams, a collection of his songs and poems.
He was incredibly open minded. And I must say he had the kindest heart, a true-poets-soul-heart.”
— Cindy Lee Berryhill
Born Veli-Matti Tervaniemi in Finland on August 20, 1954, Heffern came to the United States as a toddler with his older sister, Helena, after the two were adopted by an American family in San Diego. He later spoke publicly about the physical abuse he experienced growing up and the personal struggles that followed him into adulthood.
Around 2005, Heffern’s biological siblings in Finland contacted him, hoping to reconnect with their long-lost brother. He traveled to visit them and ultimately decided to stay, becoming a Finnish citizen. He settled in Rovaniemi, in the country’s northern Lapland region, where he continued making music while maintaining connections with friends in the United States.
Friends remembered Heffern as a musician whose warmth and openness transcended genres. Singer-songwriter Cindy Lee Berryhill, a longtime friend, mourned the loss of what she called a great punk-rock poet.
“I’m crushed to hear of the passing of our great punk rock poet, and dear friend Gary Heffern,” she wrote. “I had hoped he would come back to San Diego for his band The Penetrators’ induction into this week’s SD Music Hall of Fame, but he’d said his health was not well enough to travel. Still, I did not expect he’d leave the planet so soon. May your good and deeply caring poet-soul fly free, friend.”
Berryhill also recalled Heffern’s broad musical tastes and generous spirit. “He was incredibly open minded,” she said. “And I must say he had the kindest heart, a true-poets-soul-heart.”
David Ybarra, another longtime friend, described Heffern as “a titan amongst men” musically, while remembering him as a mentor and close friend. “He was the singer for the band The Penetrators, a monster, groundbreaking band,” Ybarra wrote. “That band was quite something, a movement, if you will.”
Peter Blackstock, a music writer who became a close friend of Heffern’s after meeting him in Seattle, recalled how the singer continued to connect with younger musicians even after moving beyond his punk-rock beginnings.
“It always impressed me how much the kids in the grunge scene in Seattle took to him because, by then, he was a singer-songwriter, not a grunge or punk guy,” Blackstock wrote. “But they saw in him a kindred spirit.”
Heffern’s connection to San Diego endured. He returned for performances over the years, including a 2011 Penetrators reunion at the Casbah and a 2019 appearance at the same venue that was filmed by Sandelin and released as Gary Heffern’s Last Waltz. The Hall of Fame induction offered a final recognition of the band’s place in the city’s musical history, though Heffern was unable to attend.
His final album, Midnight Sons, a collaboration with Norwegian musician Ed Pettersen, was released on October 23, five days after his death. The record includes “Goodbye,” a song written by Hawaii-based songwriter Lauren Elle Broido and recorded by Heffern years earlier. A video he made shortly before his death gave the song an added poignancy.
In the documentary Sweet Kisses From Mommy: The Gary Heffern Story, Heffern reflected on how he hoped to be remembered.
“What I ultimately try to do in life is leave something behind,” he said. “You know, ‘This is what Gary stood for; this is what he was about.’ I think that’s the most important thing to leave behind. I want to leave my mark.”
